Halfskitty703

This is something I just figured out by talking to Zombia for the first time in years. I am absolutely devastated by this and just want to type everything out so I can calm myself down.

Basically, Darkfurmew groomed me and even tried to get me to meet up with him when I was 12-13 years old. He lied about his age and told me he was 14. I found out that he was actually an adult at the time and I just feel sick. We had been doing sexual roleplays together and he would show me porn since I was 11 years old up until he broke up with me (he told me it was to commit suicide, but it turns out he lied about that too).

I destroyed so many friendships with people just to protect the person I thought he was. I enabled his behavior because I thought they were all just lying about him. He would fake screenshots as "proof" of what he was saying, and I believed him.

That man destroyed my reputation, my friendships, my self esteem, and even planned to meet up with me and molest me. I'm just shaking right now and I don't know what to do. I want to scream at him until my face turns blue and my vocal chords give out, but I can't. He got away with everything. I hate him so much.

So, I was talking to a friend about my old DA days and how I first got into roleplay, and it made me realize how much I missed it. Yeah, most of it was grammatically incorrect nonsense, but it was fun. I really just want my friends to comment on my drawings reacting to them as their ocs again. That used to be the highlight of my day, and I wanna bring it back. Let's all just go stupid go crazy together!!

Ey bros the title pretty much describes everything. Just shoot me a message or comment and we can start.